Tag: inner world

ephemeris

Ephemeris

26 July 2026

I survey myself from all angles, from every wound. I seek the vice, I dig for the fail. I wish I could wash my every gap, my every remnant, still messing with my soul. I wish I could fill my every flaw, my every breach, still hosting my tears.

I wish I could flee from my every thought, from my every nightmare, still leaking my mess. … More Ephemeris

dissolving waters

Dissolving Waters

28 June 2026

All my life I have felt like a fizzy tablet in a world which felt like an outbursting waterfall.

The question was not was I going to dissolve but when and how many times.

I am sure I have dissolved every other time. But the thought of it, the fear of it, was stronger and it felt like it.

I was so scared I restrained. I was so scared my skin had become a leather thick as an elephant. … More Dissolving Waters

the unspoken

The unspoken

25 June 2026

The break up’s longing. The need of saying. Of telling what has been lived. Felt. It doesn’t exist in the relationship. Or so differently. Or so briefly. The heart feels ready to explode every minute. So you kiss. So you embrace. And a few words sometimes fall. … More The unspoken

a soul wave

A soul wave

17 June 2026

It was a not a big departure. I didn’t go to the other end of the world. To the other end of my country at the most. Yet, I have used every possible mean of transport during this travel. The one that didn’t look like any other I have experienced. The one that contained every one of them I have been through.

It was not a big departure. But it might have been the most beautiful of all? Full of all my previous journey’s melancholy, full of all my unknown promises. … More A soul wave

breathe

Breathe

14 May 2026

Of course I breathe
Of course I am alive
Of course my life keeps going
Winter has turned into spring
Weather has heated up
Shinning
Sky has cleared up
Sparkling … More Breathe